i found a fault in her!!

I found a fault in Kosa Rupa Mataji. She's canvassing for poor little Jaguars. That's mundane piety, no? There you go. That makes me better than her. That makes me more advanced. That makes her not such a worthy shelter anymore. I forget that she's Prabhupada's beloved. That she's being dictated just like me. How can i know what Krsna wants from her? How can i even appreciate the effort she put into creating something nice for children, based on Bhagavatam? How can i appreciate her generosity and desire to serve me? How can I appreciate that she's obviously in better modes, better dressed, better at relating, more forgiving and friendly?