threats on channel fear and temptation

Maya is sending me messages about what fearful things await me. Mooh kala muquabala hoga o laila. Insult and squabbles. I am surely going to get chastised. But I must resist anger, greed, lust, envy, pride, illusion. I must be grounded in Krsna, surrendered, fighting against wicked desires at each moment. If I don't manage, time will run out and I will end up taking shelter of maya and my weaknesses. I won't know what to do.

He's telling me I will become his and become like him. Rang rang mere Rang rang me...

Certainly these messages are carefully being sent to me to warn, threaten, tempt, misguide, and push me to think wrong, do wrong. But I should see Krsna's mercy. Gurudeva knows everything. This is my chance to get deeper into Krsna, to increase my surrender. And it will get only more intense as every one works on my case, to keep me as long as possible in ignorance. I'm being watched. Maya and her agents are on to me. They know what hurts, and what works.