I'm always on track

I'm always on the right path. Now I don't even need to confirm, I just know it.

It's so obvious. And even if its not obvious, I have that faith that tells me I'm always on the right path. There is no wrong path. Theres only less time taken to learn, or more time taken to learn a lesson.

Everyone is on the right path. We're all on our way to perfection or Godhead. We've no other direction to go in, no matter what things may seem like.

My perception of the world has changed so much:

1. I used to see everything in terms of perfect and imperfect.

2. I used to enjoy criticizing others to feel good about myself.

3. I used to only see defects in other people.

4. The world was a dark, evil, dangerous and crooked place.

5. I hated most people.

6. I kept telling myself a story of my life. This happened to me, that happened to me.

7. I considered power as outside me. I never recognized that I have power within me.

8. I did not see any connection between physical illness and mental disease.

9. I used to punish and beat myself up for not being perfect.

10. I suppressed my emotions.

11. I thought I was ugly, and did not deserve love.

12. I could not tolerate people with defects.

13. I always judged people and myself very harshly.

14. I felt self-righteous beyond tolerance.

15. I never completely accepted myself or anyone.

16. I was constantly depressed, escaping reality, afraid, anxious and insecure.

17. I could not understand why me?

18. I felt inferior

19. I had no respect for myself, I loathed myself

20. I had several addictions

21. I could never think of giving myself joy

22. I carried around truck loads of resentment and guilt with me

23. I was a doormat

24. I could not negotiate for my gain. I felt powerless.

25. I could not assert myself, could not say no

26. I had no sense of responsibility. I did not take responsibility for my own feelings, but felt responsible for others feelings.

27. I had no sense of ownership of my body, time, energy or money.

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