Maybe

I just had this flash of an idea. And maybe its true. It makes sense.

It's highly possible that lonliness is encouraged by popular media and the result is that people get hooked on to popular media to overcome lonliness. If it was planned, it was well planned.

And if its a coincidence (I don't believe in coincidences by the way) then, it's a really surprising one.

It feels like a conspiracy to me. And I feel like I'm part of the whole thing without even knowing I'm part of it.

And now that I know I'm part of it, I should feel like escaping - except - I get reminded of my one failed attempt.