madness

I bought milk powder. I bought shortbread cookies. I bought peanuts and peanut butter and crunchy granola. I bought fig crackers and energy bars and coconut barfi bars that are more sugar and less coconut. I am insane. I went and bought poison. A year's worth of sugar in one week. My scalp hurts. I have brain fog. I can't remember things. I forget why I bought something or what I had decided.

I must make a resolution. I must make it visible. I must inform others. And I must hold myself accountable. I can't make excuses like daughter dear didn't eat it so I had to.