lack basic etiquette
Dauji always told me never to talk to prabhus. I didn't listen to him. I was trained from childhood to see men and women as equals.
I should not have worn the red skirt to ratha yatra. I should not have danced so freely. I should not have become friendly with the gujarati couple. I should not have visited caitanyadev prabhu. I should not have gone for the anartha nivritti course. And I should not have spoken to any of my brothers in law. I should have kept close girlfriends, despite faults and differences. I should have known basic things. How to serve. How to be a servant. How to talk to your husband. How to communicate your fears, needs, anxieties. He says he is trying to make my life comfortable. And that I am a problem due to which he has a headache and cannot decide how to navigate family situations because of me. I should be aware that I am dependent on his mercy and behave accordingly. Keep distance. Not become familiar. And treat him as a master. I should simply not be trying to take decisions or control situations or scold him for doing things differently
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