Drug tolerance

Now if you're an engineer, and you have to make a world...

A temporary one, with several life forms, and with lives that mimic those of the eternal world...

You could make temporary bodies that age with time, and fill those bodies with mechanisms that help to create the same scenarios as those in the eternal world.

So as Bramha, you make them all. And then, you use natural drugs to help drive the decisions. Dopamine. Oh dope, you make me so high, that when I come crashing down, all i can think of is this: How do I get high again?

But fuddle duddle. The source of the dopamine is your own brain. You can get it to release in you through

1. physical intimacy
2. exercise/dance/play of some sort
3. (pop) music (i replayed my favorite song "boyfriend" after reading about this in the news, and i noticed how the sounds in the song were all, very plain-n-direct, erotic. no kidding. and the boy is practically selling himself saying, i'll be whatever you want me to be. so wow. the music replaces physical intimacy by becoming a dopamine trigger that lets you believe in something perfect that will always keep you happy)

And all this dope, it keeps us going.

So we attract people into our lives, and they're meant to be in our lives because they have something to teach us and maybe learn from us too, but here, the teaching they have for me is important to me. And we have those people, and emotional blockages, and the urge to find the perfect source of happiness that we did not find in our childhood - so that it can meet our unmet childhood needs, and we have dope. And we do exactly what the dope wants us to do. we go ahead, and get attached. and we believe this to be the ultimate source of dope. and we stick on and linger and try hard to make it work. and then we realize that there is some imperfection. and its so frustrating. plus, we get tolerant to the amount of dope released in our bodies all the time that we are with these "sources." and then because of the drug tolerance, we have a chemical dependency on the person, but the original spark is gone. cuz the body wont release that much dope anymore. and we want that original spark. the first few megascale releases of dopamine in our body. this is how every addiction works. the first time is awesome. later, the effects wear down, and you have to smoke/hook up/inject/drink twice as much to get the same pleasure out of it. a great side effect is, when you don't get the dope you need, you either plummet into despair or are driven into rage.

and the best way for us to get over it is to probably hook up with someone else. who probably has some lessons in store for us, but we're not going to learn them, because we just want dope, no lessons. and so we do ourselves the favor of thinking we're in love with several people at different times, while all along, we've been in love with dope.

But the purpose of this crazy game of life will, at least, have been served. at least you won't be taking birth again and again, falling for the same people, and having the same frustrating experiences. you'll become a more complete person, fuller. with your new lessons learnt, the holes in your aura that you lose energy through will be plugged. and you will be closer to becoming satisfied and complete within your self.
adau shraddha tatah sadhu-
sango ’tha bhajana-kriya
tato ’nartha-nivrttih syat
tato nistha rucis tatah
athashaktis tato bhavas
tatah premabhyudancati
sadhakanam ayam premnah
pradurbhave bhavet kramah 

let me pass this stage, let me progress in spiritual life. let me reach that destination, which is the same as the journey to it.