why should I bother

Tulsi is just a soul. It doesn't matter what I do to get her good material education or a friendly atmosphere at her school by choosing a place where more foreigners live. That soul has its lessons to learn. As do I and the rest. Instead of struggling to get what I think will be best, I should just let Krsna guide me because in the end, my attachments and aversions are simply going to give me misery.

I really want to stop taking any initiative in any direction. As long as I can chant, I will be content. The rest can be as it is or will be and I don't care.