You will Never blunder

How very perfect. Never blunder. You never blunder! You're always right. That would just make you so powerful. Someone who never blunders.

And here is that promise: http://vedabase.net/sb/11/2/35/en

O King, one who accepts this process of devotional service to the Supreme Personality of Godhead will never blunder on his path in this world. Even while running with eyes closed, he will never trip or fall.

Wow. If that is true - that's all I want! Right? You bet!

State of my mind inspite of all I know

I'm still a door mat. A pushover. I'm still at the bottom of the energy food chain. I attract energy parasites to myself. I'm wounded. How will I heal?

Let me love and honor myself more than ever. Let me express myself without fear. Let me value my time above everything else, including pleasing others.

Let me value my life and its goal to sustain surrender above all else.

Let me accept self discipline, to rid myself of my mind's frailties.

I'm currently worried, afraid and full of doubts. I forget easily. All this is inspite of all I know.

Knowledge is useless unless practiced. I've been gathering knowledge since 2005. It's time to use all that knowledge.

Let me overcome my own silly hurdles in my own mind and begin living a surrendered blissful life.

Tenth Insight points

Maintain your vision/hunch
Dissonance reduces energy
Trust or have faith in hunches
Keep looking for signs
If you feel like sharing the information, go ahead
Manipulators lower your energy, disallow you from thinking straight
Disconnect from energy suckers, center yourself with love, and then think
We have an evolutionary reason to be born to specific parents
We have birth visions and world visions we can help make real
Fear is - refusing to accept the truth
The need to control is a function of fear
It is in crisis that faith can be measured more easily
Yes this is a dream
Yes you are energy
Yes everything around you is also just energy