Excited!

The promise of a new sunrise is truly exciting...

But that sentence is kinda slow and doesn't convey the huge sudden burst of euphoria I'm feeling.

When you're morose, and you can't see any light, and you know you're lost, you just want to give up and be. But, you can, all of a sudden, find yourself looking at a small faint beam of light - and it charges you with some kind of extraordinary strength. It just pulls you and you're jubilant! you couldn't have been happier - and two moments ago you couldn't have been more upset.

What a change. phew! I wonder if everyone has the same extreme experiences. I like it kind of - to appreciate something with a lot of amazement because it was invisible some time ago. Life is full of promise, many desires look achievable, many dreams look like they will be coming true, all the tight shackles are loosening up, the prison gates are opening, and I'm going to be free. Free! to do as I like, be who I want, no dissatisfaction ever again, only contentment and bliss, and exciting, adventurous events. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! hahahhaa Whoo!.... yea.