why was sruti rupa

Constantly praising me and perhaps insulting me by calling me an esoterist?

That she is impressed by me having so called knowledge independent of Krishna, means she is in illusion. I don't like her buttering up my ego like that. I am insignificant, and whatever I know is only the mercy of Krishna. Why was I talking to her. What did I get out of it. That I am better. Because she is fearing and is in tamo.