tulsi a wonderful instrument

Your friend's name is Richard said Tulsi

Yes I said. That's true. He is my friend. How does she know his name? He's talking through her. So sweet.

She said many things like that. Call viplav your brother. She was asking the names of her cousins.

I have to give up this dry renunciation. It's helping no one. I can pretend to be free. But what's going to really free me is the desire to give up material desires.

It's a desire based prison. Change your desires, change the outcome.

But how can the mind be trained to rise above duality and stop seeking pleasure in external events? Can tapasya or tolerating pain and pleasure with equanimity help?