bewildered by edibles

I become bewildered when I see something to eat. I forget that it makes me worse. It makes me angry, it makes me dependent, it makes me sleepy, my body fills up with worms, and I cannot perform offenseless chanting.

I have to choose between pleasing the materialists/senses and pleasing Gurudeva. May I have the intelligence to give up what is useless and obtain Krsna Prema. All I need is the association of pure devotees and the strong determination to get Krsna.