whispers of doubt

Don't offer charity on Janamastami. Don't go to the temple. You can't fast. You can't give up this or that. You can't be so cruel to parents, preach to them and open your heart to them.

In the end, it's a farcical game of you're family. We're just co inmates in the prison. And they are bad for my spiritual life. I must be selfish and give up their company. I must be selfish to protect my bhakti. That is not cruel. I'm not hurting them.

Krishna will handle it. I don't have to explain anything. I don't have to worryy about pleasing others, only gurudeva.