why

Why was I shown in dreams that my sibling would fight over inheritance. Why was I shown that my uncle would blaspheme my husband and I would retaliate. What do I learn.

My attachments are useless and actually detrimental. None of these souls are my relatives. In the absolute eternal sense, I have nothing to do with them except as a servant of Krishna as ordered by him.

My relationship is first with Gurudeva and then with everything else.

Why should I fight over money if it's distracting me from Krishna's service, esp. if my sibling did actually pay for much of my parents caretaking.

Why should I organize a grand funeral, just to attract envious people who make horrible comments seeing the preparations and respect being given to others and not them?

What is to be done? What is not to be done? How can I make sacrifices for the welfare of others without being falsely selfish? How can I be a well wisher of all instead of being hateful. How can I best serve all souls instead of thinking in terms of what I think others should believe and do.