The First

Life brings with itself events that one does not anticipate. After going through many sets of experiences one tends to become immune to the starkness and extreme emotion in all of them. What happens to be the biggest argument of the century to one person, seems to me the most insignificant event in the entire era. How I have developed the ability to cope with sad and outrageous things in life by just letting them pass is something I do not know. I am somehow too unaffected by things - and the fact that someone else in my place would have been devastated makes me feel like I am powerful. When I have the knowledge that nothing can be so bad, I release myself from worries, pain and stress. I am so relaxed in life. Its not that I have no drive, no enthusiasm, or that I freeze in panic. I take actions as per my knowledge. And I am perfectly calm while I go through them. If anything perturbs me it is the unexpected behaviour of companions. It angers me that their outlook of things does not match mine, or their course of action is unappealing to me. I wonder why a person like me should get angry at something that should be dealt with understanding. And deal with understanding something that would cause most people to fume. In a word the lesson I have learnt today is that I am a very different person and the solution to my anger lies somewhere within me.